Goodbye Year 2011..

Hello There..

Wow It's Been A Year Since I Said Goodbye To The Year 2010.. [ Click Here ]


And Now We Are About To Scratch 2011And Begin A Whole New Chapter Called '' 2012 ''.. A New Year To Start All Over Again.. A New Year To Re-live Your Dreams And Accomplish Them.. A New Year And A New Chance To Be A Better You..!


I Won't Really Say That This Year Passed So Fast.. It Really Did Only After Reaching The Last Day Of It.. And While You Look Back You Realize It Really Passed So Fast.. But While You Were Living It, It Wasn't That Fast..


I've Always Said That This Year Was One Of The Toughest I've Been Through.. For So Many Different Reasons.. But I Won't Neglect What It Taught Me.. And I'll Always Appreciate That.. Because '' Tough Times Never Last, But Tough People Do..! ''

Ooh Family.. My Dear Family.. I Really Missed Being With You The Last Couple Months And Now I Start My New Year Without You :( '' Mn '3air Shar ''.. I Hope I Go Home Soon..

One Of The Best Things I Came Out Of 2011 Was The Friends I Gained In It.. It's Not About The Number But About The Real Friends I'm So Blessed To Have..

One Of The Things I Realized Is No Matter How You Want To Go As Far As You Can From Home.. It's The First Place You Wanna Get Back To Once You Are Away..

And I Will Always Appreciate What I Have.. And Not Look For What I Don't Have.. It's Ok To Look For Other New Things Just Don't Forget What You Already Have..

I Learned That Waiting Does Pay Off.. No Matter How Long You Wait.. And What Are You Waiting For.. With A Little Faith, Patience And Working Hard You'll Get There..

Don't Ever Let People Tell You How To Live.. Don't Let Them Shape Your Life The Way They Want.. You Always Listen To Them But The Final Decision Is YOURS..!

2011 You Sure Was A Hard Year.. But You Made Me A Lot Stronger.. More Wiser.. And You Also Made Me Know What I Truly Want In This Life.. And I'm Ready To Step In And Reach The Next Level.. So No Regrets.. No Sorrows.. I Salute You.. And Say Goodbye To You.. Wishing That Once I End This Chapter I'll Hold On To It's Memories And Look Back With A Big Smile.. Goodbye Year 2011.. And 2012 I'm Holding My Pen To Start Writing.. Let's Hope We Write Great Stuff..


Wish You Guys A Happy New Year.. Full Of Greatness To Achieve.. And Love To Spread.. o 3asa Allah yaktb Lkom Al5air Feha..

Guess Who Just Turned 1 Year Old..?!

Hello There..

Back In " 25-12-2010 ''.. A Blog Called " BeRo0Q8 '' Was Born.. I Remember How I Was So In Love Reading Blogs And That Made Me Decided To Have One.. And I Finally Did..

 This Past Year Was One Of The Hardest Years I've Been Through For So Many Reasons.. " BeRo0Q8 " Was My Simple Getaway.. A Second World Were I Collide With My Own Thoughts And Own Writings..
 
I've Always Been Passionate For Writing But Through All These Years And Being Busy With College Made Me Step Away And Almost Forget About It.. But After Becoming A Blogger I Started To Get Back To What I Truely Love And To What I'm Truely Good At..!

And I Can Tell You I Think I'm Truely Blessed.. Cuz Through This Blog I Had The Chance To Get To Know Amazing People Who By Time Became Friends.. Now I'm More Updated With News.. Ideas.. Almost About Everything From My Fellow Bloggers.. And Most Importantly I Learned A Lot About Myself..

And I Also Made Friends With Other People Who Aren't Bloggers.. Really Thanks To All Of Ya.. It's A Bless To Just Have You Around..

BeRo0Q8's First Post Was Published On The Very Next Day And Was Called: '' Embrace Life '' : Here


And Since That Day My Blogging Journey Began.. And I'll Keep On Blogging For As Long As I Can..

Anyway.. I Want To Thank Everyone Who Stood By Me Through This Year.. Thanks To Old Friends And New Ones..


A Big Thank You For All The Readers Who Give Small Comments With Meaningful Space In My Heart.. And Also Thanks For All The Silent Readers.. You All Make My Blog Interesting.. Keep It Up All..
Going Through All Those Old Posts.. Made Me Realize What A Great Journey I Had With My Blog.. Looking Forward Another Great Journey Ahead To Come..

Number Of Posts: 170
Number Of Comments: 659
Total Pageviews: 25,421


Anyway I'll Leave Few Links Of My Favourite Posts.. Enjoy..

 
1. '' I Feel Good..! '' : Here
2. '' The Way To Perfection..! '' : Here
3. '' Just My Luck..! '' : Here
4. '' Good Bye Year 2010 '' : Here
5. '' Second Option Sucks..! '' : Here
6. '' Caught Up Inside Memories.. '' : Here
7. '' Brand New Beginning.. '' : Here
8. '' Last Moments.. '' : Here
9. '' After Breaking Down.. " : Here
10. '' If Only... '' : Here




11. '' I'm No Failure..! '' : Here
12. '' Stop Misjudging Me..!! '' : Here
13. '' Not Missing.. Just Doesn't Exist..!! '' Here
14. '' Can I Live With Him..?! '' : Here
15. '' How Much Are You Willing To Give..?!! '' : Here
16. '' You Can Run.. You Can Hide.. But You Can't Escape My Love..!! '' : Here
17. '' Picture In Her Wallet..! '' : Here
18. '' Girl In The Mirror... '' : Here
19. '' Talk To Yourself.. '' : Here
20. '' A Feeling I Once Had.. '' : Here




21. '' Me And My Shell..! '' : Here
22. '' Fix It While You Still Can..! '' : Here
23. '' Light A Candle.. '' : Here
24. '' It's Really Not Me..! '' : Here
25. '' Dream Big.. Expect Less..! '' : Here
26. '' Me Dealing with disappointment..! '' : Here
27. '' Behind The Big Question What If ...?! '' : Here
28. '' Confess Or Else...! '' : Here
29. '' My Life On Paper..! '' : Here
30. " She Struggles.. '' Here




31. '' Get Used To Change..! '' : Here
32. '' Rocks Along The Way..! '' Here
33. '' The Word " Understanding '' ...  : Here
34. '' Blind By Choice..! '' : Here
35. '' One Door Closed.. Another Opens '' : Here
36. '' Be Her/Him For A Minute..!! '' : Here
37. '' Social Butterfly Had Enough..!! '' : Here
38. '' What Kind Of A Friend Are You..?! '' : Here
39. '' What I Do When I Miss You..?!! '' : Here
40. '' Will I Be Missed..?! '' : Here
41. '' Through Bad Times.. '' : Here
42. '' What A Smile Can Do.. '' : Here
43. '' Home I Miss.. '' : Here
44. '' Never Realized That..?!!! '' : Here
45. " I Belong Here For Now..! '' : Here


Wow What A Long List.. I Know..

Ooh .. And Merry Christmas For Everyone Celebratimg Today..

And Happy 1st Year Birthday My Dear Blog " BeRo0Q8 '' ..

With All The Love My Heart Can Handle..
BeRo0


P.s: I Had To Delete The Old Post For Some Reason.. And I Wanna Say Thanks For Those Who Comment.. '' Izdiher , Butterflychick And S3od ..
 

Song Of The Day..

Hello There..


This Is How I Feel Now.. I So Miss And Need My Family & Friends..





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'' 11-11-11 '' How Special Can It Be..?

Hello There..

Today Is Friday " 11-11-11 ''.. What A Match ..!!

It's Nice I Know.. And Has A Special Something Not Really Sure What It Is.. It's Just One Number Matched In A Day, Month, And A Year All Together At The Same Date..!

I Just Don't Understand All The Big Fuss Is All About.. Some People Will Get Married In This Day.. Mothers Will Try To Deliver Their Babies in This Day.. Lots Of Movies Will Be Released In This Day.. People Are Waiting For Something Special At This Day.. And The List Goes On And On.. Lots Of Things People Are Planning To Happen At This Date Which Make It Less Special Really..

Stop Planning And Waiting For A Special Date.. And Live Your Days They're All Special In Their Own Way.. And Trust Me Unplanned Things Have A Great Taste And Hold A Meaningful Memories When Happend..

Anyway I Do Love Number 11 So Kinda Ok With Today's Date :p..

Wish You All Happy Great Matched And Unmatched Dates.. Just Look Forward The Day Not It's Date..!

Little Thoughts By Me..

Through Bad Times..

Hello Again..

Have You Ever Thought About The Bad Times You've Been Through Before.. And How When It Happened You Felt Like Nothing Ever Could Get Worse Than This.. And It Just Won't Get Any Better..?!!

Think About It.. Think About How You Really Felt Back Then.. And Think About It Now.. What Is It Like..? How Do You Feel About It..?

Back Then You Were Down, Depressed And Couldn't Do Anything About It.. It Sure Took You Time To Get Used To It.. And A Lot Courage To Get It Through.. So Look At Yourself Now.. What Do You See..?

I'll Tell You What I See.. I See A Survivor..!! Yes You Sometimes Get Down.. But You Will Alwayss Get Up..

And Always Always Remember: " Things Get worse Before They Get Better..! ''

Al7mdallah 3ala Kel 7al..

Little Thoughts By Me..

Flying Back In Time..!!

Hello There..

You Guys Might Read My Post " Will I Be Missed..?! '' About Me Traveling To The US.. If You Didn't You Can Read It : Here

I Called The Weekend Before Sunday 30-Oct-2011 " The Weekend Of Goodbyes ''.. It Was So Fun Seeing All My Family & Friends.. All Get Together And Spent Some Quality Time.. But The Sad Part Was The Idea Of Leaving.. And Leaving All Of This Behind..

And At The Airport I Was All Fine Laughing Teasing My Sister And Big Bro.. When It Was Time To Say GoodBye The Strong Girl Here Got Soft.. After A Teary Moments By Mom, Her Friend , Auntie And Little Sis.. My Eyes Went All Wet.. But Just Couldn't Let The Tears Fall.. I Really Didn't Want To Make it More Harder On Them..

On The Plane I Started My Flight Back In Time.. It's Like I'm Traveling To Re-live The Hours I Just Spend All Over Again.. This 7 Hours Difference Sure Made That Day The Longest Day In My Life..!!

Well After That Long Flight Now I Realized I Can Handle Long Trips.. But Honestly I Hate Them.. I Was Trying to Sleep The Whole Time Just Kept Waking Up Every 30 Min.. Plus Felt So Dizzy And Nauseous Every Time I Try To Read, Or Look Through The Plane's Window..! Not Cool.. But Had To Get Through It..

The Staff Really Did Tried All Their Best To Make Our Flight More Comfortable.. And Al7mdallah we9alan Blsalama... I'll Be Posting Few Pictures So Stay Tuned :D

What I Do When I Miss You..?!!

Hello There..

Dunno How The Title Is Related But That What Crossed On My Mind..

But Anyway..

You Know How When You Get Closer With Few People.. And By Time You Become Friends.. And As The Days Pass By Your Friendship Or Let's Just Say Your Relationship ( In General ) With Them Get Stronger Or Weaker.. And This Depends On Lots Of Things..

Well.. I'm Not Gonna Talk About That.. But I'll Get To The Point I Promise.. The Thing Is.. " Have You Ever Thought About Testing Them..?! ''

You Know To Have That Solid Prove That They Care About You Or Not.. And To Realize You Are Important To Them..!! Have You Ever Thought About That..?!!

It's A Great Idea At The Moment.. But Don't You Thing Testing People Is Kinda Unacceptable.. Why You Create A Test Of Your Own.. When You Can Both Test Each Other In Real Life And In Real Situations.. And You Never Know A Real Friend Only By Time.. Why Rush it Now..?! And Who Ever Told You That Your Tests Are Dependable And Reliable.. You Might Be Able To Control The EXPERIMENT But Never The OUTCOME..!

And What Get Me Mad Is When People Stay Away For A While Without Saying A Word.. And Wait For Someone To Ask About Them As A Test Of Course.. Well You Can't Test When I'm Gonna Miss You.. Or How Do I Care About You..!! This Is Just A Waste Of Time.. You Just Lost The Possible Time To Spend It With Those People.. And Why You Do That When This Whole Test Put Your Friendship On A Risk To Lose It..!

As For Me I'd Rather Never Test The People Around Me.. There Will Be A Time When True Friends Arise  From Fake Ones.. There Will Be A Time When I Figure Out Who Does Really Care About Me And Who Doesn't.. I Don't Need Tests I Need Time.. I'll Take It Slow To See What's Inside You.. As For Now.. I Enjoy Being Your Friend..!

Cuz No One Knows Who's The First To Go.. Me.. Them.. Or Our Friendship.. Just Don't Risk It..!

Little Thoughts By Me..

Get Used To Change..!

Hello There..

Let's Take A Look At This Say.. 

“ The Only Thing Constant In Life Is Change..” ~ Francois De La Rochefoucauld

Then Look Around You.. You Will Realize Everything Is Changing Around You No Matter How Long It's Been The Same.. Change Can Be Noticeable Like The Change Of Trees Leaves Through The Year .. Or Unnoticeable Like Your Weight Or Height Which You Need To Measure To Notice That Change..

Within Every Second Pass By Everything Is Exposed  To Change.. Even Change Itself Change.. Sometimes Change Become Fast Or Slow.. Hard.Or Easy.. Good Or Bad.. Even Better Or Worse..! Nothing Stays The Same Forever.. So Don't Rely On That..!

We All Gonna Face Change Whether We Want It Or Not.. Change Is Happening.. The Only Way To Face It Is To Adjust With It.. Maybe This Adjustment Won't Be Easy At First.. But Eventually You Will.. Just don't Fight It.. Change Can Be Good Well Sometimes..

P.S: ( Time Is Passing.. Change Is Happening.. You Still Can Change.. Don't Wait For Change To Change You..! )

While Writing This Song Came Into My Mind.. And Yes I'm A BSB Fan :D..!!

Girl In The Mirror...

Locked Herself In Her Room.. Thinking.. Distracted From Everything But Herself.. When You Look At Her.. She's Nothing But A Shallow Girl.. Self-centered.. Nothing Matters As Long As Her Only Lonely World Is At Peace..


Who Cares About Global Warming When She Think She's The Hottest Person On Earth..! Who Cares About World's Starvation Increased Rates When She Starve Herself To Keep In Shape..! Or Who Even Cares About Animal Testings When She Got All The Expensive Cosmetics That She Needs.. In Smaller Words.. The World Is All About Her..! She's All Happy With What She Have..


She Was Looking At Herself At The Mirror.. Smiling.. Suddenly.. A Tear Started To Drop.. Her Smile Slowly Disappeared.. She Stared Back At Her Reflection.. Couldn't Take It Anymore Looked Down Covered Her Face With Her Two Hands And Started To Cry Hysterically..


" What's Wrong Dear, What's These Tears Are All About..?! " A Voice Came Next To Her.. She Didn't Bother To Look.. She Raised Her Head And Looked Back At Herself In The Mirror Again.. Answering: " *Deep Sigh* This Girl Is No Longer Me..! "


The Voice Replied: " No It's You.. Sure Some Things Changed.. But It Is You.." , " Well, I Don't Love The New Me.. It's Like I'm Covering My Reality And Pretending To Be Someone I Can Never Be..! " She Answered..


She Continued.. " And No One Would've Love Me If I Didn't Change The Way I Look.. I Now Have Friends That I Can't Count In My Two Hands Before I Only Had Two.. " .. Took A Deep Breath In.. And Said: " More People Smile At Me.. And More Are Talking To Me Now.. More People Care To Look At Me.. ".. Then The Little Voice Next To Her Interrupted: " That's Good, Isn't That What You Always Wanted..?!"


Had A Moment Thinking For A Bit And Said In Uncertain Way.. " Yeeeaah.. But.. I.. I Wanted Them To Love As I Was Before.. But No They Love Me Now..! " The Voice Replied Back : " So You Admit That You Changed Yourself Just To Please Other People Other Than Yourself..?!" That's When She Answered: " Although This Sound Bad When You Said It.. But Yes That's What I Did... "


" Then You Got To Blame No One But Yourself.. You Shouldn't Change Who You Are Just To Make Other Accept You..!" The Voice Said..  That's When She Laughs And Say : " This World Is So Fake.. So I Won't Fit If I'm Not Fake..! "


" Now Wait A Minute.. Don't Start To Blame The Fake World.. Even If The World Is Fake You Weren't Have To Change.. Maybe You Saw Those Changes May Help Your Life A Little Bit.. There's No Harm In That.. It's Still You With Few Changes.. Your Memories.. You Interests.. Your Family And Friends.. Are All Here Within Your Heart.. And If You Didn't Accept Youself The Way You Were.. And The Way You Are.. And The Way You'll Become.. Who Else Would..?! "


The Voice Continued Without Giving Here The Chance To Reply: " Sure We Change Over Time.. But These Changes Were Made By You.. If You Loved Who You Are From The First Place.. Those Changes Wouldn't Let The Real You Disapper Over Time.." She Smiled After Hearing That.. And Took Make Up Remover Tissue.. And Started To Remove Her Make Up.. After All This Crying Her Face Started To Look Like A Clown.. And Said : " You Are Right.. It's Not About The Make Up.. Or New Clothes.. New Friends.. New Attitude.. Or Even The New Me.. As Long As These Changes Improve The Real Me And Not Taking It Away That's What Matter..! "


After Removing All The Make Up.. She Looked At Herself And Smiled.. Looked Beside Her There Was No One There.. That's When She Realized She Was Talking To The Real Her.. Or Let's Just Say Herself..!


You Only Looked At Her.. You Just Didn't Look Bryond Her..!


The End..


P.s:( Don't Be Afraid Of Making Some Changes As Long As They Add To You Not Take From You..! )


A Short Story By Me..
Hope You liked It..

Can I Live With Him..?!

Hello...


Today I Really Couldn't Get A Good Night Sleep Since I Decided To Stay up Late Watching Movie And Then Reading.. That's When I Decided To Take A Nap Afternoon.. But Couldn't Sleep Either Cuz My Mind Was On.. Thinking Thinking Thinking.. Such A Random Thoughts..!


And The Main Thought Was.. Traditional Marriage ( Zawaj 3n 6areQ Alahel o Alm3aref )..!!
Scary Huh..?!


Not Really..


I've Always Imagined Myself Getting Married After A Love Story.. But Since Some Relationships Now A Days Are Getting So Superficial.. I Started To  Lose Faith In That Love Story.. After All This Is A Real Life Not A Fairy Tale..! So This Leaves One Last Option.. Or Let's Say One Hope Or Chance For Love and Romance Which Is Traditional Marriage..!


I'm Not Against It..! Cuz That's How My Grandpa, Grandma, Mom, Dad,  And Lots Of People I Know Got Married.. I Know That Love Comes With Time ( M3a Al3eshra ).. It's Just.. It Scares Me To Ask Myself : " Will We Understand Each other..? " " Is He Good..?! " And lots And Lots Of Questions I Can't Remember Them Right Now..!


I Know Myself.. I Can Put Up With Everything.. And Anyone.. But Sometimes Some People Take The Nerves Out Of You For Silly Reasons.. And Those People Who I Can't Deal With.. I Give Them The Silence Treatment.. So Heres A Question : " Is He One Of Those People..?! " ( sorry bs fe naw3ya mn alnas mn allah mategdron tet7amlonhom..!!)


Sure Btgololii There's Engagement ( Fatrat Al56oba ).. But How Long Will It Be..?! 2 Months, 3 Or 4..!!
That's Not Enough To Figure Out A Man..!!


So That's Why I Was Totally Not Going For Tradional Marriage..! But When It Actually Happend To Me Few Times.. I Swear It Gave Me This Feeling I've Never Felt Before.. Butterflies In My Stomach.. Being Very Very Shy ( Adri Mo Layeg :P  ).. o0 Mako 9oot Kelsh Kelsh ( 7eel Tharba :p ) lool.. And Ofcourse Trying To Answer The future To Be Husband's Questions .. And Trying To Ask Him Back.. And To Chit Chat For A Little Bit.. And Smiling Every Once and A While to Impress Everyone..! Lovely Situation.. ( Comedy Scene Wallah )

But Despite All That.. The First Question That Comes to My Mind Is.. " Can I Live With Him..?! " I Know Most People Told Me.. If He Is The One ( Ya3ni N9ebch Ra7 twafQeen 3ala 6ool o sb7an Allah kelshay ytsahal ) Or ( 9alai EsteKharah o Inshallah T3rfen Etha Mrta7tla or la ) I Know All That But What If I Still Have Those Doubts..?

So Does This Mean That I Prefer to Marry Someone I Love.. Yeah I Still Do.. Well In My Defence.. I'll Know At Least What Type Of Man I'm Dealing With.. And I'll Know Him Better, And Know That There Are Things That Can Cover His Mistakes Or Flaws.. Instead Of Someone I Totally Don't Know Only By Time I Will..


You Gonna Tell Me It's Nice To Figure Out Each Other Every Single Day.. Yeah It's Nice The Discovering And Getting to Know Each Other.. And Every Day Is A Surprise Itself.. But Not Every Surprise Can Make You Happy..!!


Anyway, Talking About Both Type Of Marriages Won't Stop Cuz They Both Have Advntages And Disadvantages.. Some People Will Prefer One And Others Will Defend The Other.. I'm Just Sharing My Own Thoughts..


At The Very End.. I'm Not In Love.. And There's No Traditional Marriage Proposal On The Way.. So Al7mdallah I'm Relaxed.. I Will Never Know What's Gonna Happen Next.. All I Know Is I'm Ready To Adjust With How My Life Goes..!


P.s: ( Thanks For Reading.. :D Share You Thoughts If You Have One..! )


Ooh One More Last Thing I Felt This Song Can Fit With What You Previously Read :P So Enjoy..

Last Moments...!

Hello There ..
I Know I'm A Bad Blogger.. I Didn't Blog Anything Lately...
We Are All Done With January For This Year..
And It's A Whole New Month.. So A Whole New Start..!
Inshallah It Bring All The Goodness Along With It...

" Last Moments " Always Seems Appealing.. Seriously..!!
" Why Do We Always Enjoy Doing Things In The Last Minutes..?!! "
I Keep Wondering Why..?!


I Remember When First I Got That Idea.. I Was So Tired And Wanted To Get Some Sleep.. Yet My Mom Told Me.. She Needs Some Help Dying Her Hair.. So She Told Not To Sleep Only After We Are Done.. So I Said Ok.. And I Decided To Lay Down For A While.....
I Swear To You All.. I've Never Felt So Comfortable.. And So Warm As I Felt That moment.. It Was Really My Comfort Zone... I Did Really Enjoyed Every Second Of It..!!!
Can You Imagine That..? Most Comfort Warm Bed With Peaceful Mind..... And Suddenly They Woke You Up.. ;//
So Yeah I Helped My Mom.. And Went Back To Sleep.. But I Couldn't find That Spot Of Comfort Again..! But I Slept Anyway.


The Point Is... We Always Seem To Like Or Enjoy The Forbidden Last Moments Of Everything..!!
It's Like Thinking.. It's The Last Time Doing This.. Like When You Are On A Phone And You Talk About everything.. And Only When you Want To Hang Up New Subjects Arise..?!!


Or When We Wake Up In The Morning.. We always Try To Get 10 More minutes Of Sleep Even Though We Know We Won't Sleep At All...?! And A lot Of Examples Like That...


I Really Find It Kinda Strange, But We do It Anyway.. And Maybe It's Because We Realize How Precious Those Moments Can Be.. Before We lose Them For Good..


Maybe I Had No Point Going To While Writing This.. But It's A Thought That Crossed By In My mind.. And As Long As We All Gonna Lose Those Moments.. Doing Something We Enjoy During Them Won't Hurt At All.. ( I Guess..!! ;P )




P.s: ( Try Not To Lose Any Of Those Moments.. Make Them Useful Or Just Make Them Worth It..! )