Keep Letting Me Down...

Hello..

It's Been Really Long Time Since Writing.. Wrote Few Words This Morning Thought Of Sharing..



" I Have Faith In You.. I Have Faith In Me.. And I Have Faith In Us..

Hope And I Won't Ever Be Seperated.. But It's The Big Disappointments That's Underrated..

It's Hard To Give So Much And Have So Little Back In Return.. Though Giving Isn't The Problem But The Expectations Are..

I'm Always Aiming For The Best.. But Sometimes Settling For Better Is Far Best I Can Get..! "


Little Thoughts By,

BeRo0Q8
 

Newly Employed..!

Hello There..

The Last Couple Weeks Were Kinda Crazy To Me.. I Officially Became An Employee On " 9 - 4 -2012 ".. And Was So Excited And Happy To Start.. Still I Am..


After Waiting For A Long Time.. It Finally Paid Off.. Thank God For Such A Bless.. I Know Some Would Say There's Nothing Excited About Getting A Job.. Waking Up Early.. And Have This Boring Routine..


But I'm The Kinda Person Who Love To Have Something To Do.. Had Enough Playing Around, Relaxing And Chilling.. I Have A Lot Of Energy To Waste.. And Time To Kill.. So Yeah I'm Super Excited About It.. Whatever Judge Me :P !

So As One Of My Friend Always Say To Me: " 9ertai Mn Al6abaqa Alkade7a " :P

Let's Hope I Stay Possitive About it As I Am Now.. But I'm Sure There Will Be A Lot Of Te7l6ming In The Future.. And That's Normal I Guess.. !

Here's A Post I Wrote When I Was Jobless: Here

Happy Mother's Day.. To Every Mom Out There..

Hello There..

It's Finally 21-March.. Every Mother's Day..

I'd Rather Call It " Family Day ".. Not That We Need A Day To Celebrate Our Family Love Or Something.. Just An Excuse To Hang Out More Together.. A Day That Bring Us Back Home To Gather..

To Mom & Dad..

You Both Filled Me With Love.. Care And Hope..
You Were Both My Guardian Angels..
No Matter How Over Protected You Got..
No Matter How Strict You Both Were..
No Matter How Sometimes You Spoiled Me..
I'm Just Glad I Was Raised By You..

We've Been Through Times God Knows The Strength We Needed To Get Us Through..
We've Been, Laughing And Crying But We Didn't Do It Alone.. No We Were All There..

We Kept Each Other Strong.. And Always Stood By..
We Gave Each Other Hands.. And Always Will..
We Kept Each Other Responsible.. And That's Who We Are..

From A Daughter, From A Son. From A Grandchild..
We Love.. Always Been, Always Do And Always Will.. !

3asa Allah y5alekom ley yarab o y6awel b3omrkom..

Any To Those Who Lost A Mother, A Father Or A Loved Ones.. God Bless You With Your Patience.. And Never Forget Them Within Your Prayers..


Little Thoughts By:
BeRo0Q8

I Was Here..!

Hello There..


Everytime I Listen To This Song.. I Wish That I'm Able To Leave Something Behinde To Be Remembered With.. I May Not Know You Or Been With You Somehow.. But It Would Make Me Happy If I Was Able To Make You Smile..

Enjoy The Song..

I'm Going Home..!

Hello People..

I Totally Can't Believe I'm Finally Writing This Post.. I've Been Counting Minutes Not Only Days For This Day To Come.. Praying That Everything Goes Well And It's About Time For All The Prayers To Be Answered.. It's About Time To Go Back Home..!

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Being Away..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Missing Mom, Family And Friends..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Living A Completely Different Lifestyle..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Being A Stranger At First And Fitting In Later..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks Learning About Myself, My Limits, My Life And My Goals..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Pain, Fear, Paitience And Strength..

I'm Finally Coming Back Home ( Inshallah )..

Wow I Really Cannot Describe How I Feel And Fit Those Feelings In Words Here.. I'm So Happy That Inshallah I'm Going Home.. And Yet I Still Can't Believe That This Journey Is About To End.. A Journey Of Self Discovering.. Been Through A Lot.. And Now All This Time We Spent Here In Ohio Is Going To Be Part Of Our Memories.. A Story To Tell.. I'm Glad I Lived It..

Inshallah I'll Be Home Soon In Suterday.. So Excited To See My Whole Family & Friends.. I Miss You All.. 3asani Man7rem :D

 

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Home I Miss You..!

Hello There..

I Miss Everything In A Place I Call Home.. I Miss Kuwait.. I Miss My Family.. I Miss My Friends.. I Miss My House.. I Miss My Room.. I Miss My Bed & Even My Pillow.. I Pretty Much Miss My Everything..!

I Do Really Miss Where I Truly Belong.. I Miss My Life.. It's True Not Perfect.. But I Still Want My Old Life Back..

Yeah Yeah I Still Talk To My Family & Friends.. It's Just Not The Same.. I Realize Now I Need Them And Want Them Closer To Me..

Every Time I See A Plane.. I Wish That It's The One Taking Me Home..

This Big Change Was Good.. Now I Really Appreciate Lots Of Things That I Have.. I Learned A Lot About Myself.. And Most Importantly I Now Appreciate Who I Am.. Who I Used To Be.. And Who I'll Be In A Lot Better As I Hope..

But I Still Wanna Go Home.. There's No Place Like Home.. Where You Can Be Truly Who You Are..

I Miss Everyone.. And Everything Back In Kuwait.. Hope I Get Back Soon..  " Allaah y3ez Alkuwait " ..

P.s: '' Home Is Where You Can Truly Be Who You Are.. And Away The True You Shines Through..!! "

Thoughts By Me..

BeRo0Q8

Song Of The Day..

Hello There..


This Is How I Feel Now.. I So Miss And Need My Family & Friends..





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Through Bad Times..

Hello Again..

Have You Ever Thought About The Bad Times You've Been Through Before.. And How When It Happened You Felt Like Nothing Ever Could Get Worse Than This.. And It Just Won't Get Any Better..?!!

Think About It.. Think About How You Really Felt Back Then.. And Think About It Now.. What Is It Like..? How Do You Feel About It..?

Back Then You Were Down, Depressed And Couldn't Do Anything About It.. It Sure Took You Time To Get Used To It.. And A Lot Courage To Get It Through.. So Look At Yourself Now.. What Do You See..?

I'll Tell You What I See.. I See A Survivor..!! Yes You Sometimes Get Down.. But You Will Alwayss Get Up..

And Always Always Remember: " Things Get worse Before They Get Better..! ''

Al7mdallah 3ala Kel 7al..

Little Thoughts By Me..

Flying Back In Time..!!

Hello There..

You Guys Might Read My Post " Will I Be Missed..?! '' About Me Traveling To The US.. If You Didn't You Can Read It : Here

I Called The Weekend Before Sunday 30-Oct-2011 " The Weekend Of Goodbyes ''.. It Was So Fun Seeing All My Family & Friends.. All Get Together And Spent Some Quality Time.. But The Sad Part Was The Idea Of Leaving.. And Leaving All Of This Behind..

And At The Airport I Was All Fine Laughing Teasing My Sister And Big Bro.. When It Was Time To Say GoodBye The Strong Girl Here Got Soft.. After A Teary Moments By Mom, Her Friend , Auntie And Little Sis.. My Eyes Went All Wet.. But Just Couldn't Let The Tears Fall.. I Really Didn't Want To Make it More Harder On Them..

On The Plane I Started My Flight Back In Time.. It's Like I'm Traveling To Re-live The Hours I Just Spend All Over Again.. This 7 Hours Difference Sure Made That Day The Longest Day In My Life..!!

Well After That Long Flight Now I Realized I Can Handle Long Trips.. But Honestly I Hate Them.. I Was Trying to Sleep The Whole Time Just Kept Waking Up Every 30 Min.. Plus Felt So Dizzy And Nauseous Every Time I Try To Read, Or Look Through The Plane's Window..! Not Cool.. But Had To Get Through It..

The Staff Really Did Tried All Their Best To Make Our Flight More Comfortable.. And Al7mdallah we9alan Blsalama... I'll Be Posting Few Pictures So Stay Tuned :D

Will I Be Missed..?!

Hello There..

It's Now The Time To Leave.. And Say Goodbye To My Beloved Ones..
It's So Hard To Say Goodbye.. But I Have To Go..
It's The Time To Let Go.. Not Forever But For A While..
Gonna Miss You All.. Like Really Really Gonna Miss You :( ..




In Few Hours I'll Leave Kuwait And God Knows How Hard This Is For Me.. But It's Ok For Some Reasons I Have To Leave and Inshallah I Get Back With A Great News.. Please Don't Forget Me And My Family In Your Prayers.. To All My Family And Friends Gonna Miss You A Lot ..

I'll Try To Stay In Touch And Maybe To Post.. Either Way I'll Do My Best..
So For Now It's Goodbye.. And Inshallah You Gonna Hear From Me Soon..

Be Her/Him For A Minute..!!

Hello There..

You Know How When You Get Into A Situation And You Are So Upset About It And Share It With Your Friends And They Tell You: '' Yeah I Understand How You Feel..! ''.. They Do Understand But Some Might Underestimate How You Really Feel.. And You Are More Likely To Believe The Person Who Say To You: '' Yeah I Know, I've Been There Before..! '' Cuz Both Of You Are Facing Or Faced The Same Thing So You Can Understand How Both Of You Feel Or Felt.. And Share With Each Other The Ways To Get Out Of That Situation Or Whatever It Is..


That Person Can Be Found.. But Not Always.. So Why Not That Person Be You..?!


How You Ask..?


Alright.. It's True That This Is Gonna Be Hard.. Not Always Will You Be Able To Understand Others.. Not Always You Will Face What They Face.. Not Always Will You Have The Answers They Need.. Not Always Will You Care.. But There Is One Thing You Can Do.. " Put Yourself In Their Shoes '' As They Say..


And This Doesn't Have To Work Only For Family, Friends Or Whoever You Know.. Strangers To0..!!
Yup.. Whatever People Do.. Wheather It Upsets You Or Not.. Just Put Youself In Their Position And Be Them For A While.. You Will Understand Even For A Little Bit How Does It Feel To Be Them.. You Will Excuse Their Actions.. You Will Forgive Their Mistakes.. And This Will Save You From Hating Them.. Or Being Angry At Them..

Just Open Up And Relax.. We All Not Perfect.. We Are Just Us.. We Complete Each Other..!

Blind By Choice..!

Hello..

When I OverLook The Things You Do..  I'm Blind..
When I Forget The Things You Did..  I'm Blind..
When You Hurt Me And I Smile..  I'm Blind..
When I Laugh About What Makes Me Cry..  I'm Blind..
When I Move On Without Looking Back..  I'm Blind..

I'm Blind..  When I Live In The Moment Not In My Past..
I'm Blind..  When I Act Stronger To Not Be Called Weak..
I'm Blind..  When I Pretend I'm Whole Though I'm Shattered Into Pieces..
I'm Blind..  When I Say Whatever Just To Hide What I Really Feel..
I'm Blind..  When I Can't Confess That I'm Living A Lie..

You See.. I'm Blind By Choice..  A Choice To Live My Life In Peace..
Though It's Hard.. But I Wanna Keep Going.. I Won't Stop For Anything..
But Be Aware That One Day.. My Blindness Will Disappear.. And My Eyes Will Reveal..
Not Only The Truth That's Been Hidden.. But A Person Chose to Be Blind To Be With You..!

The End..
THoughts By Me..

P.s: ( I Wrote Those Words For Every Person Overlook The Little Things He/She Get From Other People That Hurts.. And The Reason To Overlook Is The Same Reason To Live In Peace With Those Who We Love Th Most.. Sure No One's Perfect That's Why We Overlook.. So Think Twice Before Hurting Anyone So Close To You.. Cuz That Anyone Could Decide To Open His Eyes And Can't Hold On To You Se He Let Go..! )

The Word " Understanding '' ...

Hello There...

I'm Going To Write About " Understanding "... Not About Understanding Words, Numbers, Facts... Etc
But About Understanding Others And Their Circumstances... Sure We Are All Not The Same.. And What We Face Everyday Is Different... How We Handle It.. How We Face It..

Here Comes Your Part To Understand Others... Don't Start To Blame Them About Something They Do, Did, Or Didn't Do.. Smothing They Say, Said Or Didn't Say.. Be That Open Arms That Holds Them When They Need A Hug The Most.. Be That Friend That Holds On Them When No One Does.. Be That Solid Ground To Stand On When It Shakes Around Them..

Be There For Them.. So They Will Be There For You When It Gets Hard On You..


" When I'm Lost Along The Way..
And I Can't Face Another Day..
And If I Stumble On The Road..
And If I Can't Carry The Load..
And If I Lose My Faith And Kindness, And Generosity..
Would You Hold My Hand..
Say You UNDERSTAND My Pain..?! "





P.s : ( I'll Always Be There For You.. Just Understand Me In The Times When I Can't..! )

It's Really Not Me..!

Helloo..

I'm Sorry For Being Away From My Blog And You Guys.. I Was So Busy.. But Today I Decided To Write Something.. Hope This Can Make It Up To You :D

Have You Ever Heard The Phrase : " It's Me I Didn't Change..!".. Well To Be Honest I Don't Believe In That.. Every Day Is A Challenge To Us.. Every Day We Learn New Things.. We Experience Stuff.. We Feel Differently From The Day Before.. Every Day Is A New Me..!

Let's Take An Empty Space And Build A House As An Example.. And Every Day Take A Picture Of The Building Progress.. You Will See Changes Takes You From The Scratch To The Very End.. Where The Beginning Differs From The Ending..! Or Let's Say You Had A Cut In Your Hand Today.. Then You Are The Same You But With A Cut In Your Hand.. So It's A New You..

So How About A Human Being.. A Person Who Face Changes Within Not A Day Or Hours Or Minutes But Within Seconds..! Within Seconds You Gain Or Lose.. You Live Or Die.. You Laugh Or Cry.. Within Seconds You Change A Little Bit Than What You Were Before.. You Become Or May Become Wiser Or More Stupid Who Knows.. What I Do Know Is Who I Was Before Is Not Me Anymore..!

Yes It's Still Me.. The Old Me.. But Improved One Or Unimproved And That Depends On You..! Yeah I'm Sure If You Go 6 Years Ago.. I Will Be That Naive Little Girl Who Thinks The World Is So Easy ToLive In.. And Now I'm A Young Woman.. Who Is Struggling To Fit In..

The Old Me Is Part Of Me.. But Is Not The Whole Me Today.. The Whole Me Is Part Of Who I Will Become.. But It's Not All Who Will I Become.. So Between Now And Then We Don't Change Only By How We Look.. We Change A Lot More In How We Think.. And What We Belive In.. And What We Experience.. Which Influence Our Personalities And Attitudes.. And This Process Go On..

So Don't Say " It's Still Me I Didn't Change A Bit.." Cuz You Might Be Talking To Someone Who Think The Same Way As I Do.. And You May Disagree.. But That's How I Think So I Hope You Respect My Thoughts So I Can Respect Yours.. :D

P.s: ( Yes I Used to Be Someone.. And Now I'm Someone Different.. And I Don't Know Who Will I Be In My Future.. Only Depends On How I Face Life.. And On My Choices..! )

A Feeling I Once Had..

Hello..


I Was Going Through My Stuff.. And Found A Piece I Wrote Few Words In It..
The Amazing Part Was The Feelings Shared On That Piece  Of Paper Are The Same Feelings I Feel Now.. Though I Wrote It Few Years Ago..

" I Just Feel Bad About Myself..
  I Feel Like I'm Not Me Anymore..
 Or At Least Not The One I Used To Be..
 Maybe I Just Need Some Rest..
 So I Can Come Back And Do My Best..
 Cuz Deep Inside I Know I Can Accomplish..
 Anything I Want..
 But Sometimes You Need To Stop And Think..
 Then You May Realize What You Have..
 And What You Want To Have..
 But Will You Still Want What You Got..?!
 Or Will You Follow Your Dreams..?!
 But No Matter What You Choose..
 It's Already Been Written For You..!! "


Few Words By Me..




Random Words.. Express A Feeling I Once Had.. Maybe It's Not Bad.. But Finding This Paper Made Me Realize How I Love Writing Since I Was Young.. Hope I Don't Get Lazy Again And Stop..




P.s : ( Maybe We Experience Feelings At Some Point Of Our Lives.. And Then We Move On.. But There Will Come Another Time To Feel Them Again.. And This Only Means.. We Can Survive And We Can Forget..! )