When It Hurts To Say No..!!

Hello Again...

We Spend Our Lives Dreaming.. Wishing Someday They Will Come True.. Hoping To Never Let Go Of Those Dreams, Even When It Gets Tough And No More Chance Given To Those Dreams To Happen...


But What If A Gate Opens And One Of Your Dreams Are Just About To Happen.. Just Like You Always Dreamed Or Even Better.. Would You Hold That Gate Open And Live The Dream To The Extreme..?!


But..


What If It's The Perfect Dream But Comes With All The Wrong Reasons.. And You Know You want It That Much.. But Deep Inside You Know You Have To Say No.. And Close The Gate.. Wishing, Hoping That You Made The Right Choice.. And Then Start Dreaming.. Again..


Sometimes It's Hard Doing The Right Thing.. It's Even Harder To Let Go Of Something You've Always Wanted..


But What's The Point Of Living A Dream When You Can't Enjoy Every Moment Of It Cuz You Know It's Just Not Right..?!!


Then You Know Better That This Is Not How That Dream Will Happen.. Because You Sure Gonna Feel.. You heart Will Tell You.. Before Your Mind Think It Over Again..


To Me I Always Trust My Inner Instinct Never Disappointed Me Before.. Yet I Was Stubborn Sometiems To Not Follow It.. And I Confess Till This Day Of Rgeretting That..


So It's Ok When You Let Go Of A Dream To Happen.. Cuz You Have Reasons Not Just Any Reasons It Better Be A Good Ones.. But It's Never Ok To Let Go Of A Dream For No Reason..


Maybe It's Not Right.. Or Maybe It's.. But You Have To Feel It Before You Live It..


Little Thought By:
BeRo0Q8

Moments We Face Every Single Day..

Good Morning...

Maybe This Thought Isn't New.. Or Maybe It's.. To Be Honest I'm Not That Sure At All.. But It's A Thought That Comes By Every Once And While..


There Comes Times When Tears Were My Only Best Friend.. Were Food Is My One & Only Comfort.. Were Being Alone Is The Safest Place To Hide.. Were Sleeping Was Only The Escape Gate From Reality..

It's The Moments That Breaks You.. The Bad Thoughts That Scares You.. That's When You Choose Your Way To Get Through It.. Sometimes We Are Wise Enough To Choose The Right Thing To Do.. Sometimes We're Just Wrong.. Other Times We Just Don't Care And Don't Think At All..!

Sometimes We Don't Want To Talk About It Cuz We Are Tired Of It..  Other Times We Just Need To.. Sometimes We Show It To Others.. Sometimes We Don't.. Sometimes The Choice Of Hiding It All Inside And Put A Smile On Your Face Is The Hardest Thing To Do, But You Do It Anyway..

Lot Of Reasons To Feel Pain.. Lot Of Difficulties To Face.. Lot Of Choices To Make.. Lot Of Actions To Take.. Yet In The End There's No More Strength To Put You Through..

But You Know What, There Are Those People Who Will Always Understand You.. And Listen To You.. Whether You Choose To Speak Up Or Not To..  No Matter How Silly What's Bothering You They Know How Big It Means To You..

Thanks To Whoever Was Ready To Be There For Me Through My Bad Moments..



Little Thoughts By,
BeRo0Q8

Yes I Can Help..!

Hello World..

As Each Day In Our Lives Pass.. We Face Those Times When We Really Need A Little Help Around.. And How Happy We Become When That Reaching Hand Comes To Hold On To Us Against The Hardest..

" Why Cannot We Be That Reaching Hand For Others..?! "


I Really Get Surprised By How Some People Refuse To Help Others.. Even By Providing A Tiny Little Detail That Might Actually Help A lot..! It Surprise Me Cuz It's So Much " Na7asa " ..!

 Doesn't Accure To You That Someday, Somehow You Might Need This Person's Help..?!

Or Doesn't Even Accure To You That Helping Out Won't Make You Any Less Than Who You Really Are.. But Might Actually Add To You More..?!

If You Are Able To Help.. Then Why Can't You Just Help Out..?!

Helping Others Isn't Just Part Of Being Nice.. It's Also Part Of Being There For Others.. Part Of Giving..  We Don't Live Alone.. We Won't Live Alone Even If We Want To.. Because We Will Need Others.. And Others Will Need Us..

Let's Be Handful, Useful And Helpful.. To Prove Ourselves Out There.. Not Proving To Anyone In Specific But To Prove To Ourselves How Giving Can Be Returned Back.. And How Being Nice Is A Reward By Itself..

I Don't Want To Forget How Helping Has This Huge Positive Effect On You.. The Smile, The Hand Shake, The " Thank You " You'll Hear.. Is Really Worth The Amount Of Help You Gave Whether It's Small Or Big..

So Let's Say It Between Ourselves.. Or Say It Out Loud..

" I'm Here To Help.. Yes I Can Help.. I Would Always Help.. Whether I Like It Or Not.. I Promise To Be Helpful As Long As I Can.. "

Little Thoughts By Me,
BeRo0Q8

Erase..!

Hello There..

I'm Not Really Sure If I Got The Chance To Erase All, Some Or Even Few Of My Mistakes.. That I Will Do Erase Them..!

We Seem Want To Erase Our Mistakes The Minute They Happen..

But After Giving It Time.. And Getting Over It.. Moving On.. You Realize That Mistake You Made Made You Learn.. That Mistake You Did Made You Wiser.. That Mistake You Did Was Nothing But An Act Of |The Person You Were..

Now You Are Who You Are Whether You Made So Many Or so Little Mistakes... You Are Who You Are Today And You Weren't That Perfect And You Will Never Be..

Making Mistake Isn't Avoidable.. But Avoiding Them Later Is.. Just Keep On Trying.. That's Why I May Wanna Erase Some Of My Mistakes.. And I May Really Not Want To.. But Guess What I Cannot.. What Other Choice Do I Have.. Ummmm.. NOTHING..!!

So... Let's Just Be Honest.. We Can't Erase Our Mistakes But We Can Let Them Go.. Maybe We Can't Forget Them But We Can Overcome Them ..!

Just Do Mistakes And Learn....

Little Thoughts By Me..
BeRo0Q8

It's Friendly In Here..!

Hello There..

It Hasn't Been So Long Ago Since I Started My Job.. You Can Read How Excited I Am : Here ..
Anyway.. I Realized Something Really Important.. No Matter Where You Work.. What's Your Job.. The Environment Surrounding You Is The Most Important Thing..!

The Reason Why I Think It's Important Because It Effect Your Productivity.. Your Mood.. Your Competitiveness.. And Of Course Your Work..

Al7mdallah.. My Work's Environment Is So Friendly.. I Really Like The People I'm Working With.. Respect Is Out In The Open.. We Mess Around, Have Mini Long Chats And Laughs When We Have A Free Time.. But When It Comes To Work We All Get Really Busy Working On It..

Everyone Is Ready To Help When Needed.. It's Ok To Ask Questions.. To Learn From Others.. And Being Nice Is Really An Amazing Thing Cuz It Gets Other Nice People Around You..

Few Things I'm Keeping On Is One Big Smile No Matter What.. To Almost Everyone.. I Won't Change That In Me.. And Of Course Saying Salam Or Hi To Even Stranger Employees Just To Spread Peace And Goodness About Yourself To Them..

It's Really Good Having A Job That You Love.. And It's Even Greater If That Job Has A Friendly Environment...

Thoughts By Me,
BeRo0Q8

It's Time To Get Tough..!

Hello Again..

There Comes A Time In Life When You Realize Being Extra Nice & Extra Polite Won't Let Go Any Further.. It's Time To Be More Aggressive.. It's Time To Be Tough..!!

It's Not About Changing Who You Are.. It's About Changing The Way You Treat People Around You.. Some People May Not Appreciate Your Overdoze Of Kindness.. But Some Do.. Some People Deserve To Be Treated Nicely.. While Others To Be Honest DON'T..!!

So Now You Are Changing The Way You Treat Others But At The Same Time Knowing Who You Are Treating And How They Deserve To Be Treated..


Being More Aggressive And Tough Doesn't Mean Wearing Boxing Gloves And Hit Everyone Around You.. Or Talking Disrespectivly To Others Or In Whatever Inappropriate Way You Can Imagine.. But Being Tough Is By Not Leting Your Extra Kindness And Cute Nice Attitude Get You In The Victim Zone Where People Can Step On You Or Even Use You..

It's Kinda Hard To Change.. But It's Never Too Late To Get Tough..

And If You Are Still Strugling With Being Nice.. Just Put On Your Mind This Quote: " Tough Times Don't Last But Tough People Do..! "


Little Thought By Me.
BeRo0Q8

Event In White : What Brides Need..

Hello There..

Opening Soon !

For All The Brides Out There..

 Dream it, Have it, Want it, And We'll Plan it,Be Your Own Kind Of Beautiful Bride At "EVENT IN WHITE "  made with love ..

Opening Soon At Al-Tijaria Tower, M1

Follow Them On Twitter : @Event_In_White

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Newly Employed..!

Hello There..

The Last Couple Weeks Were Kinda Crazy To Me.. I Officially Became An Employee On " 9 - 4 -2012 ".. And Was So Excited And Happy To Start.. Still I Am..


After Waiting For A Long Time.. It Finally Paid Off.. Thank God For Such A Bless.. I Know Some Would Say There's Nothing Excited About Getting A Job.. Waking Up Early.. And Have This Boring Routine..


But I'm The Kinda Person Who Love To Have Something To Do.. Had Enough Playing Around, Relaxing And Chilling.. I Have A Lot Of Energy To Waste.. And Time To Kill.. So Yeah I'm Super Excited About It.. Whatever Judge Me :P !

So As One Of My Friend Always Say To Me: " 9ertai Mn Al6abaqa Alkade7a " :P

Let's Hope I Stay Possitive About it As I Am Now.. But I'm Sure There Will Be A Lot Of Te7l6ming In The Future.. And That's Normal I Guess.. !

Here's A Post I Wrote When I Was Jobless: Here

The First Diabetes Patient Conference " I Decided To Change "

Hello There..


This Is A Public Invitation From Dasman Diabetes Institute To Whoever Is Interested..

Happy Mother's Day.. To Every Mom Out There..

Hello There..

It's Finally 21-March.. Every Mother's Day..

I'd Rather Call It " Family Day ".. Not That We Need A Day To Celebrate Our Family Love Or Something.. Just An Excuse To Hang Out More Together.. A Day That Bring Us Back Home To Gather..

To Mom & Dad..

You Both Filled Me With Love.. Care And Hope..
You Were Both My Guardian Angels..
No Matter How Over Protected You Got..
No Matter How Strict You Both Were..
No Matter How Sometimes You Spoiled Me..
I'm Just Glad I Was Raised By You..

We've Been Through Times God Knows The Strength We Needed To Get Us Through..
We've Been, Laughing And Crying But We Didn't Do It Alone.. No We Were All There..

We Kept Each Other Strong.. And Always Stood By..
We Gave Each Other Hands.. And Always Will..
We Kept Each Other Responsible.. And That's Who We Are..

From A Daughter, From A Son. From A Grandchild..
We Love.. Always Been, Always Do And Always Will.. !

3asa Allah y5alekom ley yarab o y6awel b3omrkom..

Any To Those Who Lost A Mother, A Father Or A Loved Ones.. God Bless You With Your Patience.. And Never Forget Them Within Your Prayers..


Little Thoughts By:
BeRo0Q8

Empty Frames..

Hello There..

I Have A New Empty Frame On My Shelf I Still Dunno Why I Didn't Fill It With A Picture Yet..?!
And Don't Ask Why..

It's Just Everytime I Want To Put A Photo In It.. I Just Back Out And Never Do It.. Because I Always Say It's Not The Right Ome..!!

But Still The Frame Look So Lifeless, Useless, Full Of Emptiness..

That's When I Thought That Waiting For The Right Picture To Be Snapped May Take Forever.. And While Waiting Why Not Fill It With A Picture I Like.. And I'm Always Free To Replace It When I Get That Perfect Picture That I'm Waiting For..

It's Waaaaaaay Better Looking Than An Empty Frame.. Don;t You Think..?

That's How Our Lives Is.. We Should Hold On And Get Along With What We Already Have.. Till Something Better Add To Our Lives Rather Than Take What We Used To Have.. !


Little Thoughts By..
BeRo0Q8

I'm Going Home..!

Hello People..

I Totally Can't Believe I'm Finally Writing This Post.. I've Been Counting Minutes Not Only Days For This Day To Come.. Praying That Everything Goes Well And It's About Time For All The Prayers To Be Answered.. It's About Time To Go Back Home..!

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Being Away..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Missing Mom, Family And Friends..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Living A Completely Different Lifestyle..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Being A Stranger At First And Fitting In Later..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks Learning About Myself, My Limits, My Life And My Goals..

After 2 Months & 2 Weeks From Pain, Fear, Paitience And Strength..

I'm Finally Coming Back Home ( Inshallah )..

Wow I Really Cannot Describe How I Feel And Fit Those Feelings In Words Here.. I'm So Happy That Inshallah I'm Going Home.. And Yet I Still Can't Believe That This Journey Is About To End.. A Journey Of Self Discovering.. Been Through A Lot.. And Now All This Time We Spent Here In Ohio Is Going To Be Part Of Our Memories.. A Story To Tell.. I'm Glad I Lived It..

Inshallah I'll Be Home Soon In Suterday.. So Excited To See My Whole Family & Friends.. I Miss You All.. 3asani Man7rem :D

 

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My 24th Chapter Of Life Just Begun..!

Hello There..

Today I Said Goodbye To My 23rd Chapter Of My Life.. And Welcomed My New 24th One.. Yeah It's A Brand New Start For Me.. A New Beginning .. But A Beginning That Won't Change Me But Will Complete Me.. I'm Not Changing Who I Am.. But There's Always A Space For A Better Me.. An Improvment Maybe.. For The Best I Hope..

It's Actually My First Birthday Away From Home.. But The Feelings Weren't Different Cuz As Far As I Was.. As The Closest Those Feelings Were To My Heart.. I Know I'm Not That Young To Celebrate A Birthday.. But I'm Not That Old To Not To..!!

To Me It Was Just Another Typical Day In Ohio.. But It Was A Day Full Of Love.. I'm So Overwhelmed With The Sweetest Words I Got From My Family & Friends.. Honestly I Was In Tears..

It's Really Nice To Remember Someone's Birthday.. Cuz You Know How Special This Day To That Someone.. And By That He/She Will Know How Special They Are To You..!

Some Actually Knew About My Birthday By My Tweets But Yet They Send Me Great Wishes For My New Year.. And I Truly Appreciate That.. You Just Added More Happiness To My Day..

Really Thanks For Everyone.. I'm Blessed to Have You All.. 3asa Allah y5lekom Ley..

The Past Year Will Always Be The Hardest And The Greatest At The Same Time.. Cuz For All What I Lost I Gained A lot Much More..

Al7mdallah For Everything.. Wish You All A Great Many Years To Come.. And May All Your Wishes Come True..

To Read My Last Post About My Last Birthday Click: Here

I Belong Here For Now..

Hello There..

Well, I Had This Thought When We Were Driving Back Home.. Specially When I Saw Downtown's Towers In Ohio.. I Realized How Now I Fit In This City.. And Almost Everything Around Me Is More Familiar Than It Was Before..

It Really Wasn't Easy.. After Almost 2 Months I'm Now More Attached To The Place Than I Was Before.. Sure I Felt Homesick And Wanted To Come Back Home To " Kuwait ".. I Still Do.. But I Thank God That Now I Found Comfort Here Just To Help Me Hang On Till I Get Back..

I Know I'm Really Having Mixed Feelings Right Now I Wanna Go Home So Bad.. But Still I Started To Love The Place Here..!! So Messed Up LoL

But I Gotta Say It.. " Ohio Is Part Of Me.. "

I Love Traveling But For Short Periods Only.. But For More Than 2 Months And For Medical Purpose It's Kinda Hard.. Bs Al7mdallah 3ala kel 7al..

Thank God Everything Is Going Well.. Hope It Do For A longer Time :D ..

Anyway My Point Here Is When You Are Facing A New Thing.. New Challenge.. New Anything.. Just Give It Some Time Till You Get Used To It.. Give It Some Time Till You Get It.. Give Yourself Time And You May Just Like It Or Hate It.. Who Knows.. Just Give It Some Time.. And A Chance.. Just Don't Rush Into Things And Dont' Rush Into Conclusions.. The Begining Is Hard But The Fun Is In The Middle..!

Never Realized That..?!!!

Hello There..

Lot Of Thoughts Crossing My Mind Lately.. And This Is One Of Them.. I Think I Learned A Lot Of Things During This Past Year.. Pretty Much About Everything.. And Specially About Myself..!

I Learned How Spoiled Brat I Can Be.. Seriously.. No I Don't Come From A Big Rich Family.. And No I Don't Have Everything I Want.. And No I'm Not Self-centered.. But Since I Came To The States.. I Realized How My Life Was Easy In Kuwait.. Waaaay Easier Than What It's Right Now..!!

I Had Everything I Need.. Plus I Never Had To Do Many Stuff That Named Simple But To Be Honest They Are Not.. Ok I Think I'm Exaggerate.. Well To Be Honest.. Cooking.. Dishes.. Laundry Are Always Hard For A Starter.. But As Days Move On And A Lot Of Practising It Gets Easy.. And Yeah I Don't Do Those Stuff Back Home.. Well Rarely.. But I Learned Thanks To Mom And Some Great Friends :D..

But Lets Overlook All What I Just Wrote.. And Look At A Completely Different Angle.. Let's Focus On HEALTH..!!


Health Is The True Bless Anyone Can Have.. I Spend Most Of My Time In The Hospital And I See Lots Of People With Different Diseases.. And There's Not So Many Things They Have In Common.. But They All Know A Lot About Pain & Patience..!

So Don't Realize This Later In Your Life.. If You Are Healthy Then You Have It All.. And Say Al7mdallah.. Because: '' The First Wealth Is Health " ~Ralph Waldo Emerson.

And To Everyone Who's Suffering.. I Wish You All Get Well Soom.. Ma2joren Inshallah..
3asa Allah Yshafi Mar'9a Almoslmen.. O yalhomhom al9aber..

Home I Miss You..!

Hello There..

I Miss Everything In A Place I Call Home.. I Miss Kuwait.. I Miss My Family.. I Miss My Friends.. I Miss My House.. I Miss My Room.. I Miss My Bed & Even My Pillow.. I Pretty Much Miss My Everything..!

I Do Really Miss Where I Truly Belong.. I Miss My Life.. It's True Not Perfect.. But I Still Want My Old Life Back..

Yeah Yeah I Still Talk To My Family & Friends.. It's Just Not The Same.. I Realize Now I Need Them And Want Them Closer To Me..

Every Time I See A Plane.. I Wish That It's The One Taking Me Home..

This Big Change Was Good.. Now I Really Appreciate Lots Of Things That I Have.. I Learned A Lot About Myself.. And Most Importantly I Now Appreciate Who I Am.. Who I Used To Be.. And Who I'll Be In A Lot Better As I Hope..

But I Still Wanna Go Home.. There's No Place Like Home.. Where You Can Be Truly Who You Are..

I Miss Everyone.. And Everything Back In Kuwait.. Hope I Get Back Soon..  " Allaah y3ez Alkuwait " ..

P.s: '' Home Is Where You Can Truly Be Who You Are.. And Away The True You Shines Through..!! "

Thoughts By Me..

BeRo0Q8

Song Of The Day..

Hello There..


This Is How I Feel Now.. I So Miss And Need My Family & Friends..





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What A Smile Can Do..

Hello There..

Read The Next Line..


" It's Amazing What You Can Hide.. Just By Putting On A Smile..! "




Those Words Are Unbelievably True.. No Matter What You Feel From Within.. No Matter What You've Been Through.. And No Matter How Much Sorrows & Pain You Hold In.. You Can Always Hide All That By Just One Smile..


Since I Came To Ohio Every Day I See Smiles All Around Me.. People Here Are So Friendly & Extra Nice.. Imagine A Society Like This Where One Smile Is Contagious That Makes You Keep On Smiling To Everyone Even People You Don't Know.. And This Is One Of The Reasons I Don't Feel Stranger Here At All..

Even Patients Wear A Smile That Shines Through Their Pains.. How Come YOU Don't Smile..?!!


I Just Wish People In Kuwait Smile More.. Cuz Sometimes I Smile And No One Smiles Back Just Ye5zoon..!! Seriously I Don't Want Anything By Smiling To You.. A Smile Back Would Be Nice Of You..


قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: " تبسمك في وجه اخيك لك صدقة .... " ألى آخر الحديث أخرجه البخاري


P.s: ( Maybe We Can Hide Pain By A Smile.. Yet We Can't Hide Happiness Cuz It Always Shines From Our Eyes..! )

Just Keep On Smiling.. !!

'' 11-11-11 '' How Special Can It Be..?

Hello There..

Today Is Friday " 11-11-11 ''.. What A Match ..!!

It's Nice I Know.. And Has A Special Something Not Really Sure What It Is.. It's Just One Number Matched In A Day, Month, And A Year All Together At The Same Date..!

I Just Don't Understand All The Big Fuss Is All About.. Some People Will Get Married In This Day.. Mothers Will Try To Deliver Their Babies in This Day.. Lots Of Movies Will Be Released In This Day.. People Are Waiting For Something Special At This Day.. And The List Goes On And On.. Lots Of Things People Are Planning To Happen At This Date Which Make It Less Special Really..

Stop Planning And Waiting For A Special Date.. And Live Your Days They're All Special In Their Own Way.. And Trust Me Unplanned Things Have A Great Taste And Hold A Meaningful Memories When Happend..

Anyway I Do Love Number 11 So Kinda Ok With Today's Date :p..

Wish You All Happy Great Matched And Unmatched Dates.. Just Look Forward The Day Not It's Date..!

Little Thoughts By Me..

Through Bad Times..

Hello Again..

Have You Ever Thought About The Bad Times You've Been Through Before.. And How When It Happened You Felt Like Nothing Ever Could Get Worse Than This.. And It Just Won't Get Any Better..?!!

Think About It.. Think About How You Really Felt Back Then.. And Think About It Now.. What Is It Like..? How Do You Feel About It..?

Back Then You Were Down, Depressed And Couldn't Do Anything About It.. It Sure Took You Time To Get Used To It.. And A Lot Courage To Get It Through.. So Look At Yourself Now.. What Do You See..?

I'll Tell You What I See.. I See A Survivor..!! Yes You Sometimes Get Down.. But You Will Alwayss Get Up..

And Always Always Remember: " Things Get worse Before They Get Better..! ''

Al7mdallah 3ala Kel 7al..

Little Thoughts By Me..