I'm Not Really Sure If I Got The Chance To Erase All, Some Or Even Few Of My Mistakes.. That I Will Do Erase Them..!
We Seem Want To Erase Our Mistakes The Minute They Happen..
But After Giving It Time.. And Getting Over It.. Moving On.. You Realize That Mistake You Made Made You Learn.. That Mistake You Did Made You Wiser.. That Mistake You Did Was Nothing But An Act Of |The Person You Were..
Now You Are Who You Are Whether You Made So Many Or so Little Mistakes... You Are Who You Are Today And You Weren't That Perfect And You Will Never Be..
Making Mistake Isn't Avoidable.. But Avoiding Them Later Is.. Just Keep On Trying.. That's Why I May Wanna Erase Some Of My Mistakes.. And I May Really Not Want To.. But Guess What I Cannot.. What Other Choice Do I Have.. Ummmm.. NOTHING..!!
So... Let's Just Be Honest.. We Can't Erase Our Mistakes But We Can Let Them Go.. Maybe We Can't Forget Them But We Can Overcome Them ..!
It's Life... Lots Of Lessons.. Lots Of Mistakes.. Lots Of Chances.. Lots Of Disappointments.. Lots Of Open Doors.. And Of Course Lots Of Closed Ones..
It's Not Easy When A Door You Waited For To0 Long To Open And Got This Close From It You Find Out It's Locked Again.. Sometimes You Have To Look For Other Doors To Open So You Can Finally Open This One.. Sometimes You Just Have To Wait Till It Opens.. Other Times You Just Have To Convince Yourself That This Door Will Not Open..!
So Many Reasons Unexplained Ones Behind Closed Doors.. Maybe What's Behind Them Is Just Not For Us.. Or Maybe We Are Not Yet Ready To Face This New Challenge..
Prepare Yourself To Get Slammed By Doors.. Prepare Yourself To Stand In front Not Only One Closed Door But Many.. But This Will Not Stop You To Look For The Next Door You're Suppose To Open..!
And Always Put In Your Mind.. " These Doors Are Only Closed Not Locked.. " If It's Not Gonna Open Today.. Someday, Somehow It Will.. Just Not Now..!
P.s :( Don't Forget Those Closed Doors Are Meant To Open.. By The Chosen Keys..! )
Since I First Saw The Trailer Of " Soul Surfer " Movie I Know I Just Have To Watch That Movie.. Specially That It's Based On True Stroy.. I Had The Chance To Watch It Couple Weeks Ago.. And I Was Amazed By It..
" Soul Surfer is a 2011 American drama film about the life of surfer Bethany Hamilton. At the age of thirteen, Hamilton lost her arm to a shark attack. The film details the events surrounding this attack and her struggle during the aftermath. The film is directed by Sean McNamara, who based the screenplay on Hamilton's autobiography of the same name and on the filmmakers' interviews with the family."
I Just Love Movies About Real People.. About Following Your Passion.. About Never Ever Give Up.. Sure It's Hard At First.. But Not At The End..
Best Quotes I Got From The Movie:
" I don't know why terrible things happen to us sometimes.. But I have to believe that something good is gonna come out of this..! "
" Don't be sorry for compassion.. It can move us to do amazing things.. It may can help you get a new perspective..! "
" They say the Lord works in myaterious ways.. I say that's understatment..! " #SoulSurfer
And I Loved When One Reporter Asked Her " What She Would Do If Given The Chance To Undo The Loss Of Her Arm..?! " She Says : " That she would still lose it because she can embrace more people now than she ever could with two arms..!"
Here's Couple Videos About Her Telling Her Story..
She's One Of Many Who Faced Hard Time And Difficulties.. But Yet Was Able To Come Through It.. Not Only She Faught For Her Passion.. But She Inspired Many To Never Give Up.. And To Keep Going.. God Bless You..
I'm So Disappointed Today.. Not Gonna Go Through Details.. Just Wanna Let It Out Of My System ( Feni 7achwa ;p )... We Feel Disappointed When Our Expectations Get So High.. That We Or Others Can't Reach Them..!
I Think It's Ok To0 Keep Ur Expectations High.. You Not Only Want The Best For You From Others.. Also What's Best For Others From You..! So In This Way It's Fair Enough.... But What Happens When We Don't Stay Close To Those Expectations.. We Feel Disappointed.. ( I'm Gonna Say This Word Forever :p ) And When Others Don't Be Or Do What We Expected It's A Double Double Disaapintment..! So No I'm Not Gonna Tell You To Lower You Expectation Cuz To Be Honest I Wont..!! But Just Keep That Faith In Yourself And In Others.. ThatYou And Them Can Be And Do The Best.. And When You Or Them Fail To Be The Best.. There's Always A Chance To Be Better.. And When You Or Them Fail To Be Better.. Being Good Is Good Enough..!!
So Yeah.. If You Couldn't Reach That Higher Line You Put To Yourelf.. Always Keep In Mind That You Put That Line Out Of Your Reach.. There's No Harm Lowering It Down A Little Bit.. Cuz Once You Reach It You'll Aim For Another Higher Line.. Just Like Baby Steps All The Way Up..! And It Works For Others To0..!!
I'm Writing Those Words Only Cuz I'm The Kinda Person Who Always looks At The Bright Side.. And Believe In Others And I Need To Remind Myself.. That's Ok To Be Disappointed.. At Least It Makes You Know What you Really Want.. And How you Gonna Do It Best For The Next time..
(Ps: After Writing Those Words.. I'm No Longer Disappointed.. Cool Huh..?! :p )
Sorry To Be So Annoying And Down Lately.. But That's How I Feel Can't Fake It..! You May See Me Laugh and Goof Around.. But I'm Sure I Do Cry When I Have Those Hard To Deal with Moments..
I Hate This Feeling Of Being Useless.. And Unable to Face Life Challenges On My Own.. Or Unable To Know Whether I'm Good enough To Fit In The REAL WORLD..!
To Be Honest... I Never Got The Chance To.. And I'm Ok With It Cuz I Know.. This Will Happen Sooner Or Later ( Inshallah ).. But Sometimes, Being On The Same Spot While Others Are Moving On Is Kinda Hard.. Specially When People Around You Point To Your Life As It's Uncompleted Yet..! It's Like You Are Not Aware Of What's Already Missing..! So They Keep Mentioning It Every Time They Get The Chance To.. You Can't Help It But to Face Them with A Smile.. While Something Is Shattering From Within..! ;/
You Gonna Tell Me Don't Listen Or don't Care.. Well I Can't , I Got Nothing Else To do But to Listen..! With Everything Going On Around Me.. I'm Sure I'll Be Down For Quite Not Long ( Ma3laih Ta7mloni shway ;p ) .. But I'm Sure I'll Be Up Again.. Once I Regain My Strength Cuz:
" Things Get Worse Before They Get Better..! " And This Bad Chapter Of My Life Will Soon Be Closed ( Inshallah ).....
So At The Very end.. I Tell Myself.. " I'm No Failure.. I Just Didn't Get The Chance To Prove It..! "
Ps: kinda Personal but Hope It Inspires At Least One, And Dunno why but Felt Like The song fit :p Hope you like It..!