Blind By Choice..!

Hello..

When I OverLook The Things You Do..  I'm Blind..
When I Forget The Things You Did..  I'm Blind..
When You Hurt Me And I Smile..  I'm Blind..
When I Laugh About What Makes Me Cry..  I'm Blind..
When I Move On Without Looking Back..  I'm Blind..

I'm Blind..  When I Live In The Moment Not In My Past..
I'm Blind..  When I Act Stronger To Not Be Called Weak..
I'm Blind..  When I Pretend I'm Whole Though I'm Shattered Into Pieces..
I'm Blind..  When I Say Whatever Just To Hide What I Really Feel..
I'm Blind..  When I Can't Confess That I'm Living A Lie..

You See.. I'm Blind By Choice..  A Choice To Live My Life In Peace..
Though It's Hard.. But I Wanna Keep Going.. I Won't Stop For Anything..
But Be Aware That One Day.. My Blindness Will Disappear.. And My Eyes Will Reveal..
Not Only The Truth That's Been Hidden.. But A Person Chose to Be Blind To Be With You..!

The End..
THoughts By Me..

P.s: ( I Wrote Those Words For Every Person Overlook The Little Things He/She Get From Other People That Hurts.. And The Reason To Overlook Is The Same Reason To Live In Peace With Those Who We Love Th Most.. Sure No One's Perfect That's Why We Overlook.. So Think Twice Before Hurting Anyone So Close To You.. Cuz That Anyone Could Decide To Open His Eyes And Can't Hold On To You Se He Let Go..! )

Second Option.. Sucks..!

Welcome New Year...
I Actually Spent The First Day Of The New Year With Family.. I Had Fun.. Joyful Moments..
But Yet.. Second Day... Kinda Not In The Mood.. Feeling So Down...
And This Is What I'll Write About Today.. Second Day, About " Second Option "...


Yeah.. Sometimes.. I Feel So Down When People Keep Me As A Second Option To Their Plans..!!
I Mean Come On Wouldn't Be Nice If You Were The First To Think About When Planning For Something... Instead Of Coming To You when They Ran Out Of Options..


Well To Me It Just Sucks.. And It Make Me Felt So Down.. It Made Me Felt Used.. But When I Had A Second Thoughts About It... I Said To Myself  " Maybe I'm A Second Option.. Cuz I'm Always There For Them.. Or I Never Let Them Down.. Or Cuz I Never Said A No As an Answer.." Well I Sure Know How To Make Myself Feel A Little Better..!!! ;P " Always A Second But Not A First " :p lool


But From Now On.. I Just Won't Accept Being Used That Way.. Cuz It Really Hurts.. Well I'm not Saying Being 2nd Is Bad... I Dunno About You But.. It Sucks..!!!

PS: ( Well Kinda A Personal Blog :p And Wrote What I Felt..Dunno About Ya Guys...! )