Busy Being Lazy..!

Hello There..

Wow.. Been Long Time Since I Last Wrote Something Here.. I Almost Forgot How It Feels.. Since I Got Back And I've Been Busy Being Nothing But A Lazy Girl.. Just Relaxing.. And Spending Time Alone Most Of The Time.. Add To That Being Busy With People Who Come To Our House " Yet7mdon belsalama "..

So Hey, I Miss You.. Yeah You..!! I Really Miss Being The Writer In My Blog.. And Miss You Being The Reader.. How's Everything..?! Hope You Are Fine To0..!

Anyway.. So Sorry For Staying Away From My Blog.. I Just Needed Time For Myself.. Or Let's Say A Rewarded Vacation Planned By Me..

But I Promise I'll Get Back To Writing.. So Get Ready :D

Home I Miss You..!

Hello There..

I Miss Everything In A Place I Call Home.. I Miss Kuwait.. I Miss My Family.. I Miss My Friends.. I Miss My House.. I Miss My Room.. I Miss My Bed & Even My Pillow.. I Pretty Much Miss My Everything..!

I Do Really Miss Where I Truly Belong.. I Miss My Life.. It's True Not Perfect.. But I Still Want My Old Life Back..

Yeah Yeah I Still Talk To My Family & Friends.. It's Just Not The Same.. I Realize Now I Need Them And Want Them Closer To Me..

Every Time I See A Plane.. I Wish That It's The One Taking Me Home..

This Big Change Was Good.. Now I Really Appreciate Lots Of Things That I Have.. I Learned A Lot About Myself.. And Most Importantly I Now Appreciate Who I Am.. Who I Used To Be.. And Who I'll Be In A Lot Better As I Hope..

But I Still Wanna Go Home.. There's No Place Like Home.. Where You Can Be Truly Who You Are..

I Miss Everyone.. And Everything Back In Kuwait.. Hope I Get Back Soon..  " Allaah y3ez Alkuwait " ..

P.s: '' Home Is Where You Can Truly Be Who You Are.. And Away The True You Shines Through..!! "

Thoughts By Me..

BeRo0Q8

Song Of The Day..

Hello There..


This Is How I Feel Now.. I So Miss And Need My Family & Friends..





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Eidkom Mubarak !

Hello Dear Readers..

This Is The Second Eid I Share With You Here In My Blog..

Though It's My First Time To Spend Eid Away From My Family & Friends.. Away From Home.. Away From Kuwait..

And I'm Gonna Miss Everything About Eid.. The Fuss.. Shopping Rush.. Family Gatherings.. Al3ayadii :P hehe.. Everything Really..

But It's Ok.. You All Been Missed.. And I'm Sure You Miss Me As Well ( Shtabenh ..?!! :P )..

So Guys Just Enjoy The Day.. God Bless You All..

And So..

Eid Mubarak All..

عــيدكم مــبارك و عســاكم من عــواده..
وللحجاج حج مبرور وسعي مشكور وتكمل الفرحه بردتكم الديرة..

Will I Be Missed..?!

Hello There..

It's Now The Time To Leave.. And Say Goodbye To My Beloved Ones..
It's So Hard To Say Goodbye.. But I Have To Go..
It's The Time To Let Go.. Not Forever But For A While..
Gonna Miss You All.. Like Really Really Gonna Miss You :( ..




In Few Hours I'll Leave Kuwait And God Knows How Hard This Is For Me.. But It's Ok For Some Reasons I Have To Leave and Inshallah I Get Back With A Great News.. Please Don't Forget Me And My Family In Your Prayers.. To All My Family And Friends Gonna Miss You A Lot ..

I'll Try To Stay In Touch And Maybe To Post.. Either Way I'll Do My Best..
So For Now It's Goodbye.. And Inshallah You Gonna Hear From Me Soon..

What I Do When I Miss You..?!!

Hello There..

Dunno How The Title Is Related But That What Crossed On My Mind..

But Anyway..

You Know How When You Get Closer With Few People.. And By Time You Become Friends.. And As The Days Pass By Your Friendship Or Let's Just Say Your Relationship ( In General ) With Them Get Stronger Or Weaker.. And This Depends On Lots Of Things..

Well.. I'm Not Gonna Talk About That.. But I'll Get To The Point I Promise.. The Thing Is.. " Have You Ever Thought About Testing Them..?! ''

You Know To Have That Solid Prove That They Care About You Or Not.. And To Realize You Are Important To Them..!! Have You Ever Thought About That..?!!

It's A Great Idea At The Moment.. But Don't You Thing Testing People Is Kinda Unacceptable.. Why You Create A Test Of Your Own.. When You Can Both Test Each Other In Real Life And In Real Situations.. And You Never Know A Real Friend Only By Time.. Why Rush it Now..?! And Who Ever Told You That Your Tests Are Dependable And Reliable.. You Might Be Able To Control The EXPERIMENT But Never The OUTCOME..!

And What Get Me Mad Is When People Stay Away For A While Without Saying A Word.. And Wait For Someone To Ask About Them As A Test Of Course.. Well You Can't Test When I'm Gonna Miss You.. Or How Do I Care About You..!! This Is Just A Waste Of Time.. You Just Lost The Possible Time To Spend It With Those People.. And Why You Do That When This Whole Test Put Your Friendship On A Risk To Lose It..!

As For Me I'd Rather Never Test The People Around Me.. There Will Be A Time When True Friends Arise  From Fake Ones.. There Will Be A Time When I Figure Out Who Does Really Care About Me And Who Doesn't.. I Don't Need Tests I Need Time.. I'll Take It Slow To See What's Inside You.. As For Now.. I Enjoy Being Your Friend..!

Cuz No One Knows Who's The First To Go.. Me.. Them.. Or Our Friendship.. Just Don't Risk It..!

Little Thoughts By Me..

Not Missing You..

Hello. Again.


Today's Song..
Enjoy....

Not Missing.. Just Doesn't Exist..!!

Wo0w..!
It's Been Almost A Year Since I Last Graduated From College.. If You Ask Me " Is This How You Imagine You Life After Graduation..?! " My Answer Will Be: " Definitely, No..! "...


I've Been Through Alot During This Whole Year.. That's Why I Can Categorize  It As The Hardest.. (Well Personally..! )


You Know When You See A Star Falling.. Well I'm Not Falling.. I'm Just At My Same Spot Where I Was Almost One Year Ago..


Hard..?! Is It..?!
No, It's Only Hard When You See Others Moving On.. And You Can't do Nothing But To Watch..!
Don't Ask Me: " Why Don't You Do Anything About It..?!" , Cuz I Did What I Can.. And I Still Do Whatever I Can To Persue.. To Step Forward.. It's Long Tough Road And I Know.. But I'm Still Gaining The  Strength Within Just to Keep Holding On To The Few Pieces Left Of Me..


And While Waiting.. I Won't Let Anyone To Bother Me.. Or Tell Me How My Life Should Be.. Cuz If They Lived Their Life The Way The Suppose to.. It Doesn't Mean I Should Re-Live It Again.. Cuz My Life Is My Original.. Not Some Book They've Read Before..!


It's True, I Miss A lot Right Now.. But It's Not About Some Things Been Missing.. It's Always About Some Things.. That Doesn't Exist.. Well For Now..!


So Till The Missing Pieces Take All The Time It Need To Complete My Life.. DO NOT GET INVOLVE..!!

P.s: ( I Know It's Personal.. Just Felt Like Writing...! )