A Bad Day...

Hello..


So I Really Feel Kinda Bad And Not In A Mood To Do Anything .. ( Mt'9ayga 7eel :( )

Don't Have Other Thing To Say..

P.s: ( Even When You Feel Bad.. Some Will Hit You With Words.. Just Don't Let Them Let Them Feel Sorry For What They Do.. You Have Enough To Feel Bad About.. ! )

Let The Madness Begin.!!.

Hello Everyone..
How Are You All..?!

Really Missed Ya..

It's Been Really A Busy Week.. It Passed So Fast Mashallah And What Helped Is That I Was Very Very Busy.. Shopping And Planning For My Sister's Graduation Party ( Allah Ytamemha Ya Rab 3ala Khair )


It's Getting Crazy Wallah.. There's A lot To Prepare For.. But The Good News Is I'm Spending Alot Of Time With Mom And My Whole Family ( Al7mdallah ).. The Only Thing That Is Bad Is The Weather.. Really It's Very Hot ( Mo Mal Mshaweer Kelsh..! )
Maybe I'm Posting Less And Didn't View Most Of My Fav. Blogs For Sometime.. Bs Inshallah I Will.. I'm Still Tweeting That's Good Right :P

P.s :( Missing Can Make You Value Things You Really Care About :D )

Me And My Shell..!

Hello..


This Is A little Story I Wrote.. Hope You Like It..

" I've Always Been Inside That World Of Mine.. In A Shell That I Called Mine.. My Shell Was Protecting Me, Myself And I From The World Of The Unknown.. A World Can No Longer Hold Me Or Handle My Thoughts.. A World No Longer Can See Who I Am.. That's Why I Was Away From Everything That Relates Me To That Unknown World..!


I Was Safe In My Shell.. But I Was So Alone.. And Everytime I Think About Going Out I Feel Scared To Step Out The Door.. I Wanted To Go And Face The World.. But Yet I Was Afraid It Won't Accept Me, Understand Me Or Even Look At Me.. And Of Course I Was So Afraid From Getting Hurt..But What Made Me Relieved Is I Always Thought Getting Hurt Is Better Than Feel Nothing At All..!


Don't Think Of Me As A Self-centered Girl.. Well It's Been Along Time Since There's Only Me To Care About.. That's Why I Want to Go Out.. And Release The Butterfly In Me.. Travel In This World's Features And Feel Free Again.. To Connect And Get Connected With Whoever I Meet.. To Laugh And See A World I've Always Imagined And Always Missed..


But That Was An Imaginary World That I Lived In..And It's And Imaginary World That I Believed Exist..A World Where Being Me No Longer Appreciated.. A World Where Thinking Only About Youself Is An Accomplish Itself..!


And Yes I Got Hurt.. And Regretted The Time I Decided To Go Out.. So I Got Back To My Shell.. Which Accepted Me With No Sorrow That I Left It Before.. And It Hugged Me To Make Me Feel Safe.. And It Hugged Me Even Tighter To Take Away That Pain.. Now I'm Back To My Shell.. Where I Know I'm Safe And Always Will..! "

Done..
A Short Story By Me..

P.s : ( No Matter Where We Go.. There's Always Someone, Something We Leave Behind Waiting For Us To Come Back..! )

A Feeling I Once Had..

Hello..


I Was Going Through My Stuff.. And Found A Piece I Wrote Few Words In It..
The Amazing Part Was The Feelings Shared On That Piece  Of Paper Are The Same Feelings I Feel Now.. Though I Wrote It Few Years Ago..

" I Just Feel Bad About Myself..
  I Feel Like I'm Not Me Anymore..
 Or At Least Not The One I Used To Be..
 Maybe I Just Need Some Rest..
 So I Can Come Back And Do My Best..
 Cuz Deep Inside I Know I Can Accomplish..
 Anything I Want..
 But Sometimes You Need To Stop And Think..
 Then You May Realize What You Have..
 And What You Want To Have..
 But Will You Still Want What You Got..?!
 Or Will You Follow Your Dreams..?!
 But No Matter What You Choose..
 It's Already Been Written For You..!! "


Few Words By Me..




Random Words.. Express A Feeling I Once Had.. Maybe It's Not Bad.. But Finding This Paper Made Me Realize How I Love Writing Since I Was Young.. Hope I Don't Get Lazy Again And Stop..




P.s : ( Maybe We Experience Feelings At Some Point Of Our Lives.. And Then We Move On.. But There Will Come Another Time To Feel Them Again.. And This Only Means.. We Can Survive And We Can Forget..! )

Little Happy Tear..!

Hello Everyone...


Today.. Is A Day To Remember.. A Day I Will Never, Well Me And My Family Will Never Forget.. Because In " 26-June-2011 ".. We Got The Most Amazing News.. We We're All Waiting For This Whole Year..


My Little Sis Graduated From High School With A Good GPA ( Al7mdallah Ya Rab ).. Ma'9a3 Ta3bha..


We Were So Scared And Worried Before Getting The News.. And The Whole Internet Sites That Has The Results On Were Very Busy.. Until My Sis's Best Friend Called Her And Shared The News With Us..


It Was A moment Of Tears Mixed With Happines.. And Of course A Huge Relief.. ( Al7mdallah Ya Rab )..

The Lovely Part.. We Weren't Only Happy With Her Success.. We Were Also Happy With Everyone Who Congratulated Us.. And Who Came To Our House Just To Share Those Happy Moments.. Really Was A Nice Evening With Family Members.. ( Mashkoren o Mag9rtaw :** )


Still Can't Believe That Her Next Year Inshallah Will Be In College.. She's Still And Always Will Be My Little Sis..


So Sis.. Today You Just Finished A 12 Amazing Years As A Child, And As A Teenager.. But Now You Are Considered As A Young Adult..


With This End.. A Bright Start.. Comes With A Huge Responsibility.. This Is When Your Future Begins.. Choose Wisely.. And If You Need Anything Don't You Ever Ever Be Afraid To Ask..


You Will Make Mistakes Along The Way.. But This Won't Let You Down.. Cuz It's A lesson To Learn.. You'll Get Disappointed.. And Feel Down.. But I Promise You This Will Not Last..


The Best Part Is.. You'll Start To Become The Woman You Always Dreamed To Be.. And Ofcourse No More Uniforms :P ( Let's Burn That Blue Dress :P )..!!


And For Now Enjoy Your Summer Vacation.. And Hope You Will Be Ready For Your College Life ( Inshallah )..


Love You Sis.. And I'll Always Be There For You No Matter What Happens ( Inshallah )..

Talk To Yourself..

Hello Everyone..


Recently.. I Was Talking To A Friend Of Mine.. Who Seemed Disturbed By Something.. But Couldn't Know What Was Bothering My Friend.. Cuz My Friend Isn't The Type Of Person Who Share His/Her Problems.. My Friend Keeps What Disturb Him/Her Inside.. And Keep On Collecting Those Disturbing Stuff Over Time.. And Explode At The Very Last Minutes Over A Silly Reason..
( Do You Find Youself Like My Friend..?)


Anyway.. Even Though My Friend Tried To Talk About It.. But He/She Couldn't.. Cuz You Can't Just Change A Life Long Habit Over A Night..!


Sometiems Talking To Others Whom You Trust Or Who You Consider Close To You Helps.. Not Only You Reveal What's Bothering You Or Taking It Out Of your System.. You May Find A Solution.. They May Also Make You Feel Better..


But If This Is Hard On You.. You Can Always Talk To Yourself..!


No I'm Sure About What i'm Writing.. Yeah I'm Not An Expert.. But Talking To Yourself Isn't That Bad.. Actually When You Think About It.. When A Thought Cross By Your Mind.. It's Actually Shared Between You And Yourself..


Let's Talk About When You Are Prepared For Bed For Example.. Once You Put Your Head On The Pillow.. You Start Remembering Your Whole Day.. And This Time When You Realize What You Did Wrong.. And What You Forgot To Do.. What Good Thing You Did.. This Whole Thing Is Between You And You..


So When You Say Within You " What Did I just Do..?! " , " Is This Good..?" , And Whatever Sort Of Question You Have..  You Are Asking Youself..


I'm Not Telling You To Create A Whole New Identity .. But Be More Comfortable To Be Your Own Best Friend.. No One Can Be More Honest To You More That Yourself..


So When You Fail To Share What's Bothering You With Others.. Feel Free To Share It With Yourself..
Go Ahead Google It.. You'll Find It Normal.. And Alot Of People Do It..!






P.s : ( I'm Not An Expert.. But I Think It's Ok To Talk To Youself.. It's Only A Problem When You Talk To Yoself And Don't Know Who You Are Talking To.. !! Beside What I'm suggesting Here Is More Thinking And Talking Between You and Yourself (Internally) More Than Talking To Yourself In Public :P )

Guess Who's Me :P ?!!

Hello Guys..

My Fellow Bloggers " 7ajiDude " Decided To Start A Very Cute And Funny Competition.. Which Is to Guess The Blogger's Baby Pics.. And The Pics Are So Cute.. Funny.. And Lovely..

It's Very Hard Since I Didn't Meet The Bloggers In Person.. But As I Said.. It's All About Guessing.. Having Fun.. And Bringing Bloggers Together..


Great Idea Guys.. Keep It Up As You Always Do..


And Good Luck For Gussing My Baby Pic :P

The Post Link Here..  You Can Guess To0

P.S: ( There's Alot Of Cuteness There.. But I'm A Cute Baby To0 .. So Good Luck :D )